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Intro
01:26
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2. |
Collapse
03:22
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Stuck in a silence, I just can’t wait to turn it around
Do you want to know how I’m feeling now?
I’m broken, I’m broken and void of emotion
How can we compare? We weren’t made this way
Can you see in this life any reason to live?
The struggle goes on, even when it stops
I see no way out, I don’t want to give up
But its becoming too much
Don’t you wish you could send me to sleep?
I can’t seem to figure out where it went wrong
The years passed and nothing changed at all
Is it worth feeling anything anymore?
It feels selfish to say no
Take me out of this body, dispirit
So I’ll stop breathing in and out
Let my lungs collapse
I’ll pour water over the fire inside
In this world, theres no need for it
Can you see in this life any reason to live?
The struggle goes on, even when it stops
I see no way out, I don’t want to give up
But its becoming too much
Don’t you wish you could?
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Breathe me in and out
Feel me burn now
How does it feel?
Are you scared now?
Do you pull yourself apart when you think of all your regrets?
You question yourself but they remain unanswered
Breathe me in and out
Feel the burn now
How does it feel?
Are you scared now?
I can’t stop thinking about
How bad it must have felt
To stand on top of the earth and let it swallow you up
I can’t say you deserved it
But you belong in a black hole
Rotting, the worms feast on you
From that look
I knew you never understood
What was on my mind
There’s no way
You’re making it out alive
To see another day
**Formed from your skeletons
I created some demons**
The voice of a failure
Has so many words to say
But no one believes them
Until they’ve carved their way
Fear only drives us mad
Led to believe we’re nothing
And were nothing more than what our minds make us believe
I can’t say you deserved it
But you belong in a black hole
Rotting, the worms feast on you
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Avarice
03:26
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I will go down before I beg for anything
You want to see what I see?
Then jump from your ivory tower
But you don’t want to give it away
It makes me sick to think that we’re made the same
Put yourself in our shoes just for a day
Would it be easier for you to execute
Not listen to the desperate voices
And I want to see you come down
To the level of those you despise so badly
You birthed the idea that you should have it all
And we should have none to call our own
So can I pay with blood and flesh?
Cut me open, what am I worth inside?
What am I worth inside
Take my tongue so I can’t uncover your secrets
You birthed the idea that you should have it all
And we should have none to call our own
We have a fear of being awake so we just keep falling asleep
Return to your hive and rest easy
I’ll stare long enough so I go blind
I’ll bury my head in the sand and wait for the tide.
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5. |
Disaffect, Pt. 1
04:30
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You made me out to be the liar
How dare you try to bring me down with you
Do you believe that this world is in debt,
To you and all of your leeches?
You take this place for granted
But this world is not your home
If you don’t believe me
I will give this all away
Its cruel to imagine
You’d be so sick
As I look into your eyes
I can see all of your lies
Speak the unspoken
Be the becoming
This can’t go on
We’ve come too far
Do you believe that this world is in debt
To you and all of your leeches?
You’re a virus on this earth
For you, there is no cure
As I look into your eyes
I can see all of your lies
Keep underestimating me
Keep lying to yourself
And all of those around you
Your words make you look like cowards
You all left me
Liars
Be the disaffect
You want to cut the cords
You want to cut them all
As I look into your eyes
I can see all of your lies
Do you believe that this world is in debt
To you and all of your leeches?
Do you believe that this world is in debt?
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6. |
The Path
02:46
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Every day is a fight to feel something
Following the light that directs me
Do I need to be here,
Or do I keep walking the path?
I’m lost and I can’t remember which is the right way
I’m going deeper into the ground
You can’t save me now
I’ve had this feeling so many times before
But this time its different, I feel hopeless and lost
I want to take off and never come back down
I walk in circles going around and around
What are we waiting for?
Where do I go from here?
Tormented
Demented
Have I lost my mind or just lost direction?
Disconnected
Misdirected
I think I’ve lost my mind
I’ve lost my fucking mind
I become the recluse
Put me back together
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7. |
Mauve
01:14
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8. |
Desiderium
03:34
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You cannot see whats become of me
Don't want to look in the mirror again
Don't like what I see
This isn’t me
I drowned and someone else resurfaced
Its not too late to save myself
I look around for better parts
Don't remember becoming this
I almost went too far
I will crawl out from the mouth of hell
And I’ll never be the same person I was
I’ll rewire all my thoughts on my own
And you’ll never see the person that I’m not
Feel the withdrawal start to sink in
You don’t know where I’ve been
Feel it sink in, disconnecting
My thoughts don’t belong to me again
I will crawl out from the mouth of hell
And I’ll never be the same person I was
I’ll rewire all my thoughts on my own
And you’ll never see the person that I’m not
It’s not too late to save myself
I look around for better parts
Don't remember becoming this
I almost went too far
I could look into my own eyes
and never know who was looking back
I will crawl out from the mouth of hell
I will crawl out from the mouth of hell
And I’ll never be the same person I was
I'll rewire all my thoughts on my own
And you’ll never see the person that I’m not
I will crawl out from the mouth of hell
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Bloom
04:15
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I feel the crumble of the walls begin
I don’t want to wake up
It’s never enough
Our struggle feeds the flame
The water runs dry
We’re not the same
I’m still falling
I’m out of my mind
Now I won’t last
Watching all the bodies floating all away
Forgetting what they’re here for its just another day
I can see through them, I’ve seen it all
They’ll take a part of you and watch you fall
They congregate, laugh and pray you fail
But they’ve been bitter a long time
You have to get out while you still have the chance
Our struggle feeds the flame
The water runs dry
We’re not the same
I’m still falling
I’m out of my mind
Now I won’t last
See it
And now I see it I can finally be liberated
Pull me from the outside into the light
Watching all the bodies floating all away
I’ll bloom in the dark
It’s cold but it keeps on growing
I tell myself that I’ll figure it out
That I have to keep on moving
I see it
And now I see it I can finally be liberated
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10. |
Layogenic
03:51
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If you can see it don’t get too close
I know you wanted to have something more than most
Your own happiness won’t last too long
You better believe in something more than those
There’re things that you can’t see
It’s not your fault
Until its just too late
Its too late
Your eyes, they will deceive
You’re blinded by this
Mark my words, keep your distance
I slip in and out of wanting more and wanting less
You can’t live in my head
Its like being under a spell by a witch
The illusion allures me
I’m so confused
I wanted more
This isn’t what it was meant to be
So how can this be so fucking empty?
I keep on staring at the void in me
Waiting, waiting for you all to see
The darkness consumed by me
I can almost taste it
I can see it from here but it doesn’t seem right
If you can see it don’t get too close
I know you wanted to have something more than most
Your own happiness won’t last too long
You better believe in something more than those
More than those
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Disaffect, Pt. 2
05:17
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These memories fade into the back of my mind
Wasn’t hard to let go when I saw your colours
I climbed up from the bottom
You won’t watch me lose grip again
I didn’t have the time for
All the lies you told me back then
You’re not the comfort that we once knew
The shift in patterns tells me what to do
As we grow older, the silence thickens
I wanted to think you could be forgiven
I keep holding on
Just to see this collapse in front of me
You can’t take someone to hell if they’re already there
Burning and burning
This fire will kill
And burn everything
Everything we ever knew
I got too close
Now watch me burn
The flames consume me
Now this just frees me from you
But you want to hear all about me
But turn your back once more
And you won’t hear a thing
Launch myself upwards into the stratosphere
Find myself in a place where there is no fear
These memories fade into the back of my mind
Wasn’t hard to let go when I saw your colours
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12. |
Minutes
05:04
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Don't waste your time
Its never good enough
You’ll only become obsessed with the words I spoke and you won’t understand
A word I said until you look inside yourself for answers
I don’t believe what I’ve done
I can’t believe what I’ve done
I don’t believe it
I’m coming undone
I feel so uneasy
The clock has stopped ticking for me
This world is all over
Pick up the pieces and throw them into the ocean
Throw them in and watch them sink right down to the bottom
Watch them, they’ll never come back up
There's no way to feel alive in these times
I’m coming undone
I feel so uneasy
The clock has stopped ticking for me
This world is all over
I know you feel it
I know I’m not alone with these thoughts in my head
I know you feel it
I’m coming undone
I feel so uneasy
I’m seeing double
I need to wake up from these dreams
All we can do is hope
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